I have almost been in my job for a year now! I can't believe how quickly time flies! I love what I do; meeting new people and seeing them succeed is the best. I will not pretend that it is all roses however. There have been struggles, which I try not to get me down. Recently it has been worse than normal and I am not sure why. Some of it is definitely the attitudes and stress levels of everyone in the office, but I also can't rule myself and how I feel out of the mix. I have been stressed about lots of things in my life and I can't quite seem to get a firm grip on them or let go completely so that I don't have anxiety. This is not like me! I typically can let go.
Please pray for me, that I would be still and listen to God's voice and that I would take care of myself, mind, body and soul! I need to find a stress-reliever, like working out that I love to do! What that is, I don't know yet. God has me in a "holding" pattern and I haven't figured out what he is teaching me. Pray also that I would love others, EVEN WHEN IT'S HARD! I know he is teaching me about this with work. I have some ideas about what I want to do this summer, but I am not sure how to pull it off yet. Pray for creative clarity! :)
I don't get to keep in touch with friends as much as I would like, but know that I love you all and miss seeing you!